life as we know  is not as simple as it seems and is not as difficult as it seems... it's just everything or nothing... it's you who decides what to do with your life... but for that stop being pretender and start finding who exactly you are ..what exactly you want  to achieve...do what you gotta do man...love what you do...what others think is none of your business!!! feeling cool ,,haven't slept tonight ...just gained autocad tricks for my love of design which grew obviously naturally!!! a bit confused but its good to be confused because that's where you learn that you have at least started learning!!! great buddy...enough of today...planning to learn some solid mechanics concepts...and velocity analysis for today...i know it will be fun !!!