Re-incarnation: what is a life ?

What an awesome day today was!! Just because I realised that what I was doing wrong. Each and Every day on which I introspect myself, It's always a new beginning but today was something different because I  tried to follow what I had decided . Yeah,this is important because I always think and leave that part there , Even If I try not to do it ,it always happens with me but today I pushed myself and it really feels good ..I gotta work on this a little or say a lot more !!!  I asked myself what is the thing that really attracts me, first thing that came into my mind was obviously PHYSICS,and then  it had to be "mathematics of nature" ! then as i started pondering over the matter, I found that I like everything in this world but i gotta chose something, i like robotics and automobiles as well . I love to be clear about quantum physics and what is happening around me. Yes ,I am concerned over happenings in the world and in my country including my village! i think i lake determination but i know i can do it. i just need to work on my ideas a "little" further. I want to be a leader , a mathematician, a physicist ,an engineer  and of course a motivator !!! Also I want to be loved by everybody which of course is not possible but i can make it possible i guess! And I m not uncertain about it ! I miss my old friends but i have got new friends too ,they are also good like them! i also found that i have started to  stop being a daydreamer!!! but why the hell i cannot give my time to my besties... i ll manage it coz i love 'em!!! As always I asked myself a question that i have been asking myself ever since i was 12  and as always i found myself unanswered. (our science teacher s yadav sir asked us this question when i was in 7th). love !

life as we know  is not as simple as it seems and is not as difficult as it seems... it's just everything or nothing... it's you who decides what to do with your life... but for that stop being pretender and start finding who exactly you are ..what exactly you want  to achieve...do what you gotta do man...love what you do...what others think is none of your business!!! feeling cool ,,haven't slept tonight ...just gained autocad tricks for my love of design which grew obviously naturally!!! a bit confused but its good to be confused because that's where you learn that you have at least started learning!!! great buddy...enough of today...planning to learn some solid mechanics concepts...and velocity analysis for today...i know it will be fun !!!